37. Embracing the inevitability of death

A stack of skulls

Introduction

As I set my goals for the next year, I’m reminded of the transient nature of life. Death is a certainty that we all must face, and this realization adds urgency and clarity to my ambitions. My goals this year are not just about achieving milestones—they’re about living with purpose, making the most of the time I have, and ensuring that my actions align with the legacy I wish to leave behind.

Academic goals: pursuing knowledge with mortality in mind

One of my primary goals for the year is to return to university and pursue a degree in physics. This academic pursuit is not just about intellectual achievement—it’s about seeking to understand the fundamental laws that govern our existence. Physics, with its exploration of the universe and the principles that shape life and death, offers a unique perspective on our place in the cosmos.

Understanding that life is finite motivates me to study with intention. Each day of learning is an opportunity to grasp the mysteries of the universe, to make sense of the world around me, and to contribute to the body of knowledge that will outlast me. My goal is to approach my studies with the seriousness and dedication that comes from knowing that time is limited, and every moment counts.

Professional goals: building a legacy through work

In my professional life, I’m focused on advancing in the skilled trades, particularly as a millwright. This year, I’m setting goals that reflect not just my desire for career growth, but also my commitment to leaving a lasting impact through my work. Whether it’s mastering new skills, leading a significant project, or mentoring others, I’m driven by the understanding that my professional contributions are a part of the legacy I will leave behind.

Each accomplishment in my career is more than just a step forward—it’s a way to ensure that my work lives on, that it benefits others even after I’m gone. My goal is to approach my professional life with a sense of purpose, knowing that the skills I develop and the knowledge I share will continue to influence others long after I’ve moved on.

Personal development: living fully and mindfully

On a personal level, my goals for the year are centered around living fully and mindfully. This includes maintaining a consistent fitness routine, prioritizing mental health, and fostering meaningful relationships. But beyond these goals lies a deeper intention: to live each day as if it could be my last, embracing the present moment and making choices that reflect my true values.

This perspective on mortality encourages me to be more mindful in my daily actions. Whether it’s spending time with loved ones, pursuing hobbies that bring me joy, or simply appreciating the beauty of nature, I’m committed to living a life that is rich in experience and purpose. My goal is to cultivate a life that, when reflected upon, will feel complete and fulfilling.

Creative exploration: expressing life and death through art

Creativity is another area where I’m setting goals that reflect my thoughts on life and death. This year, I’m excited to explore how art can express the transient nature of existence, whether through writing, visual art, or other forms of creative expression. My goal is to create works that capture the essence of life’s impermanence, offering a perspective that resonates with others who are contemplating the same themes.

By the end of the year, I hope to have a body of creative work that not only reflects my personal journey but also speaks to the universal experience of life and death. Through this exploration, I aim to connect with others on a deeper level, sharing insights and reflections that go beyond words.

Conclusion: a year of purposeful living

As I look ahead to the next year, I’m motivated by the goals I’ve set—goals that are informed by the understanding that life is fleeting and precious. By living with purpose, pursuing knowledge, and leaving a lasting impact through my work and creativity, I’m committed to making the most of the time I have. This year is about more than just achieving; it’s about living fully, embracing the inevitability of death, and ensuring that each day contributes to a meaningful and enduring legacy.

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